"Jane Eyre"
by Charlotte Bronte

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     The first time I found St. John alone after this communication, I felt tempted to inquire if the event distressed him: but he seemed so little to need sympathy, that, so far from venturing to offer him more, I experienced some shame at the recollection of what I had already hazarded. Besides, I was out of practice in talking to him: his reserve was again frozen over, and my frankness was congealed beneath it. He had not kept his promise of treating me like his sisters; he continually made little chilling differences between us, which did not at all tend to the development of cordiality: in short, now that I was acknowledged his kinswoman, and lived under the same roof with him, I felt the distance between us to be far greater than when he had known me only as the village schoolmistress. When I remembered how far I had once been admitted to his confidence, I could hardly comprehend his present frigidity.

 

     Such being the case, I felt not a little surprised when he raised his head suddenly from the desk over which he was stooping, and said--

     "You see, Jane, the battle is fought and the victory won."

     Startled at being thus addressed, I did not immediately reply: after a moment's hesitation I answered--

     "But are you sure you are not in the position of those conquerors whose triumphs have cost them too dear? Would not such another ruin you?"

 
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